I want my name to mean me
"I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self-aware. Nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law. We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, that accretion of sensory experience and feelings, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everbody's nobody. I think the honorable thing for our species to do is to deny our programming. Stop reproducing. Walk hand in hand into extinction. One last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal."
— True Detective

Зависть. Злость. Уныние. Пытаюсь контролировать свои мысли, но не всегда за ними успеваю. А иногда и вовсе сдаюсь и бессовестно упиваюсь злостью и раздражением на кого-то за что-то, потом ненавижу себя за это. )